so i have come to terms with the fact that i will be alone for the rest of my life. the reasons being the following:
1. i am a pussy
2. when i go out the guys that find me attractive are:
a. too afraid to come up to me
b. too pushy/ obnoxious/ i just don’t like them
or c. if i do like them get cock blocked by b. <— i hate them
3. guys need to understand that i am a pussy, therefore i will never initiate a kiss, i will never allow a kiss if they ask (that is a pussy move) i want a man that will hold me so that i can’t move and kiss me like rhett butler kisses scarlett o’hara in gone with the wind.

now some people may construe this fantasy as if i am asking for rape, let me not confuse you. if i find a guy attractive i bat my lashes and i flirt. it is not rape if i am a consenting individual.
to conclude my rant i want a strong man that can give me a kiss to remember. when i find this man, every bitch in the area surrounding him will know he is mine.
<—this right here, this is what i want.
well goodnight followers if you do read this i wont know, but it makes me happy you do. have a lovely night/day.